Give Me The Ocean I'll Supply The Buoys

I think the time has come to bid adieu to Tennessee. I've always loved the water, which is why I live on the Tennessee River right now. But here lately, the river has not been enough to satisfy me. I am contemplating a major move to California. I'm torn because I know my family won't be able to visit me often. I have friends out there, but sometimes there are situations and circumstances that require the love and support that only family can provide. I thought about maybe just moving out there for 3 months since I'm not going to summer school...I just don't know.

California has been tugging at my heart for a few years now, and honestly, I should have moved out there a long time ago. I sometimes over think a situation to the point of obscurity. I want to be more impulsive. I am 25 years old and I can't really think of anything I've done that was completely impulsive, reckless, and fun. I need to live. Not only for my sake, but for the sake of my future mate and children. I don't want to turn 40 and realize that there are so many things I haven't accomplished or tried. I plan to post a 101 countdown blog of 101 things I plan to do in the next 3 years.

I need to define my life...in more than words and pictures. I need to define my life through actions.