I have a better relationship with my nail technician and waxer than I do with the new guy(you know, the one that gives me butterflies). I see Su Jeong (also known as "Sonya") on a weekly basis, sometimes twice weekly. I don't have the pleasure of seeing Mr.Wonderful that often. Sonya and I talk several times during the course of a week. Mr.Wonderful has such a busy and hectic schedule that I'm lucky if I get one text per day.
I feel like my life is incomplete for some reason. I don't have to have a relationship, I just seek the attention of the guys who are reluctant to give it. I am a glutton for pain and torture. I have great guys all around me who shower me with love on a daily basis, but I still feel incomplete if I don't have "that" guy. Am I spoiled? Needy? Confused? Hell yes, hell no, maybe (respectively).
Some people say that relationships mirror friendships. If you suck as a friend, more than likely you'll suck as a girlfriend/boyfriend. If that is true, then I should be one heck of a girlfriend. I love my true friends to death. I'd do any and everything for them. But I am so unlucky in relationships. Even when I'm in one, I still feel incomplete.
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